I just want to die. I’m just waiting for all this to end. I’m not meant to be alive, i said so years ago. I’m just hurt and broken inside….there’s no sense in ‘living’. This world is cruel and disgusting, my mind is damaged and an insane mess.
The only reason i manage to vegetate through the days are my kind caring boyfriend and my little baby (= my gorgeous lovely kitten/almost cat ❤ ❤ ❤
I know this should make me happy, call me ungrateful but you have no idea what’s going on inside me. I am grateful for my loving mum, boyfriend and gorgeous kitten. But i just can’t be happy. You have to be happy from the inside, in the end you can’t live for others.