Weigh-in
Bmi 17.5 😊😊😊😊
Monthly Archives: December 2015
Guilty and upset
I ate. Ugh. Yeah sure i eat, but waaaay less than i ‘should’. And now i ate and it made me feel sick anyways, those foods never used to before. My stomach isn’t made for these foods. So why the hell did i eat them anyways???? Hello weight gain. Got to get this under control, […]
Beyond my expectationes #scalehappiness
Ohmyfuckinggoodness I just weighed myself for the first in a year (or even more??) and I was thinking I should probably expect 50 to be safe, and 48 if I wanted to be optimistic…..holyshit I’m 43.5 43.5 43.5 43.5 though i thought i’ve been eating like a pig, like sometimes 800-1000 or even more cals […]
Hopeless
I just want to die. I’m just waiting for all this to end. I’m not meant to be alive, i said so years ago. I’m just hurt and broken inside….there’s no sense in ‘living’. This world is cruel and disgusting, my mind is damaged and an insane mess. The only reason i manage to vegetate through […]
